I saw you at your saddest and most desperate. I saw you suffering indignities that most of us would shudder at yet you were sparkling and brave to the very end. You told me there was nothing to fear in death when you were ready for it and you gave me the courage to face the future without you. I miss you so much it hurts. Yet i know you are pain free now and at rest. I am glad i had the time with you that i had at the end. You knew i was there, as you winked and smiled at me, gave me a cheeky wave. Love you pops xxx